my computer thought it's be awesome to kill itself afew days ago.
I showed it though, stuuuupid computer.
also i have no more games and porn :(
*cries*
I showed it though, stuuuupid computer.
also i have no more games and porn :(
*cries*
if i post my cv will anyone have a look? im not pissed off or anything I just think its time i moved on....
Edit
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Be Brutal
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Be Brutal
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myst
Osu
My first rhythm action game i ever got into was Osu Takatae Ouendan, after nearly S ranking all of the songs i discovered that you can get effectively a stepmania version for IIDX. i then tried for ages to work out if we could get a DDRX style rhythm game for Osu. But alas I was about £1000 short of a decent tablet laptop =P I also remember trying to get an S rank on "ready steady go!" and getting anoyed because i missed a note and then gave up =S
DDR
Oh gawd. Im not soo into DDR as i used to be. All i will say is that i have a very adictive personality and that i get wrapped up easily in things. This is a perfect example. Started playing with mosey, who introduced me to kyle (<3) and then i saw an entirely different side to the game. I wanted to play some of the harder songs that he could play. So i played lots, burnt lots of coins and got pretty much addicted. now im not fussed about hard songs etc and i play for fun. Especially at expo's showing some of the more timid fans how much fun the game is.
Luck
Luck? Fuck knows why you'd say that about me. I always thought i was quite unlucky really...well not unlucky but most defanetly not lucky, I honestly dont know what to make of this >_< (please clarify this one for me please!)
CEX
I knew this place would pop up somewhere...oh dear, the cesspool that is Cex, AKA "the Complete Entertainment eXchange".. I fucking hate it, but need a job as i cant find the "energy" to get another job. Abusing my discount to help expo's XD.
Yay!!! I did it!! ^^
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myst Beatmania
Lol, first saw this game at my first ever expo and funnily enough i thought it was the most ridiculous fucking bullshit game ever. The later on a work mate of mine said he had the home version to which i kept for sooo long he lend it to me. After about a year and a half playing i have truely become an Obscene Whore of the IIDX xd
Osu
My first rhythm action game i ever got into was Osu Takatae Ouendan, after nearly S ranking all of the songs i discovered that you can get effectively a stepmania version for IIDX. i then tried for ages to work out if we could get a DDRX style rhythm game for Osu. But alas I was about £1000 short of a decent tablet laptop =P I also remember trying to get an S rank on "ready steady go!" and getting anoyed because i missed a note and then gave up =S
DDR
Oh gawd. Im not soo into DDR as i used to be. All i will say is that i have a very adictive personality and that i get wrapped up easily in things. This is a perfect example. Started playing with mosey, who introduced me to kyle (<3) and then i saw an entirely different side to the game. I wanted to play some of the harder songs that he could play. So i played lots, burnt lots of coins and got pretty much addicted. now im not fussed about hard songs etc and i play for fun. Especially at expo's showing some of the more timid fans how much fun the game is.
Luck
Luck? Fuck knows why you'd say that about me. I always thought i was quite unlucky really...well not unlucky but most defanetly not lucky, I honestly dont know what to make of this >_< (please clarify this one for me please!)
CEX
I knew this place would pop up somewhere...oh dear, the cesspool that is Cex, AKA "the Complete Entertainment eXchange".. I fucking hate it, but need a job as i cant find the "energy" to get another job. Abusing my discount to help expo's XD.
Yay!!! I did it!! ^^
Current Mood:
anxious
Over the last week or so I have been Fiddling about with this 360 Arcade Stick mod. Waiting for parts and such is quite a pain.
I got my Cherry Micro Switches this evening when i got home and decided to fit them in. So each wire i unsoldered and then attached the micro switch. 8 in total.
On the last fucking one i accidently cut the clean exposed wire to where i needed to solder. Not only that BUT i failed twice at reviving some clean wire which means that i was left with a bit of wire only an inch and a half long.
Thinking it wasn't too late, i walked to see my uncle in the hope he'd have some wire and some wire cutters. ALAS he was pissed and was no help!!
*Sigh*
Im really anoyed that i can't just finish this bit of the mod. I have to wait an entire day before i can start on the other bits i need to do. One of which is really fucking LONG. Will talk more about that another time.
Lets hope i haven't wasted £50 =S
Soo yea...pretty boring post but tbh it beats my usual EMOey tripe I usually post.
P.S. Girls are stupid. I never wanna date one ever again.
I got my Cherry Micro Switches this evening when i got home and decided to fit them in. So each wire i unsoldered and then attached the micro switch. 8 in total.
On the last fucking one i accidently cut the clean exposed wire to where i needed to solder. Not only that BUT i failed twice at reviving some clean wire which means that i was left with a bit of wire only an inch and a half long.
Thinking it wasn't too late, i walked to see my uncle in the hope he'd have some wire and some wire cutters. ALAS he was pissed and was no help!!
*Sigh*
Im really anoyed that i can't just finish this bit of the mod. I have to wait an entire day before i can start on the other bits i need to do. One of which is really fucking LONG. Will talk more about that another time.
Lets hope i haven't wasted £50 =S
Soo yea...pretty boring post but tbh it beats my usual EMOey tripe I usually post.
P.S. Girls are stupid. I never wanna date one ever again.
holy shit i feel soo low right now :'(
All i need is 24 more hours in tokyo and ill be the first person outside of Japan to play IIDX 17 SIRIUS. But unfortunately i fly out 5 hours before the arcade opens.
Fuck sticks
*Is sad forever*
Fuck sticks
*Is sad forever*
LAAME!!
O2 your international plan sucks balls.
Looks like i wont be taking my phone with me now.
O2 your international plan sucks balls.
Looks like i wont be taking my phone with me now.
Meh...
Cant wait for Japan.
So Fuck y'all
Cant wait for Japan.
So Fuck y'all
Your challenge is to write crossover fanfiction combining Hamtaro and Phoenix Wright.
The story should use terrorism as a plot device!
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The story should use terrorism as a plot device!
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Minami 15 was possibly the best con ive been to. I knew more people and was generally in a better mood through-out the con.
Anyway i wont bore you with details of how good the weekend was ill just do a sublime like shout out to people that made the weekend really fun, here goes.
First shout-out goes to Gainax, thanks for putting me up and making me come down a possibility. i hope at aya we'll get proper fucking wrecked!
Mike and Kazz - Hanging out with you crazy fools is always fun, hope it doesn't just have to happen at a con. *searches pokedex*
To Chloé - OMG this was just a taster of the stupid ammount of fun we're gonna have in japan. All 4 of us have to be the ones that say "OH MY GOD DO YOU REMEMBER THAT TIME IN JAPAN" and really anoy everyone with it :P and i hope you enjoy spider man, ill send you more stuff when my computer decided to be lame.
To colin, Thanks for turning a blind eye. We shall talk about AC sticks soon man!!
To DDR:UK - For also turning a blind eye.
To Miss Red/Green and BlueTop Izzy - was amazing to see you again and we shall have to do it more often, hopefully with less me falling asleep =P
Kareem - We one day will rule the world with our sand-niglet babies XD
Beke - Learn to play more beatles songs, and ill start a fire next time....with my terrorist powers!!
To everyone else that i saw/hung out with and had a good time with - THANK YOU!!
Last shout-out is to the most important person of all, Thank you mosey. You are my best friend. And I fucking love you. Without you, I doubt I'd know anyone ive just written about. So Lets all give a giant toast, to my best fucking buddy, Mosey!!
Anyway i wont bore you with details of how good the weekend was ill just do a sublime like shout out to people that made the weekend really fun, here goes.
First shout-out goes to Gainax, thanks for putting me up and making me come down a possibility. i hope at aya we'll get proper fucking wrecked!
Mike and Kazz - Hanging out with you crazy fools is always fun, hope it doesn't just have to happen at a con. *searches pokedex*
To Chloé - OMG this was just a taster of the stupid ammount of fun we're gonna have in japan. All 4 of us have to be the ones that say "OH MY GOD DO YOU REMEMBER THAT TIME IN JAPAN" and really anoy everyone with it :P and i hope you enjoy spider man, ill send you more stuff when my computer decided to be lame.
To colin, Thanks for turning a blind eye. We shall talk about AC sticks soon man!!
To DDR:UK - For also turning a blind eye.
To Miss Red/Green and BlueTop Izzy - was amazing to see you again and we shall have to do it more often, hopefully with less me falling asleep =P
Kareem - We one day will rule the world with our sand-niglet babies XD
Beke - Learn to play more beatles songs, and ill start a fire next time....with my terrorist powers!!
To everyone else that i saw/hung out with and had a good time with - THANK YOU!!
Last shout-out is to the most important person of all, Thank you mosey. You are my best friend. And I fucking love you. Without you, I doubt I'd know anyone ive just written about. So Lets all give a giant toast, to my best fucking buddy, Mosey!!
Hey guys
Do any of you know legal advise about loans?
I fear some shit is about to hit the fan.
Do any of you know legal advise about loans?
I fear some shit is about to hit the fan.
Still in a positive mood ^^
Trying hard not to let work get me down anymore. infact im taking a proactive steps to the place, taking charge and making change.
Summer is really cheering me up, Tbh...ive had a shit winter, with work being really busy and my social life in dire need of a kick me up, just the fact the sun is out makes me feel happy. even my dad was like "why are you soo cheery" (most people think i just got laid)
So with this in mind...I am sporting a goatee ;)
Feels strange as ive never really "styled" my beard. its always been uncontrollable hairy face or clean shaved. it looks good i think, with my hair out and wearing a leather jacket i could NAY should be in a metallica tribute band
Still reading comics, been reading nothing up-to-date yet, waiting for my order from calamity to arrive *excited*
Oh man, last night i played stupid games.. at the moment i am the resident Harrow Cex champion of knuckles. my hands are sore and bruised
me and jack also invented a new game called slap knuckles...which is very confusing when you've had several pints in you :S
So all in all, I know it wont last forever, im enjoying life abit. All i need to do is hang out with some of my old friends and it will make it last longer... (I hope)
Peace and Love y'all
Trying hard not to let work get me down anymore. infact im taking a proactive steps to the place, taking charge and making change.
Summer is really cheering me up, Tbh...ive had a shit winter, with work being really busy and my social life in dire need of a kick me up, just the fact the sun is out makes me feel happy. even my dad was like "why are you soo cheery" (most people think i just got laid)
So with this in mind...I am sporting a goatee ;)
Feels strange as ive never really "styled" my beard. its always been uncontrollable hairy face or clean shaved. it looks good i think, with my hair out and wearing a leather jacket i could NAY should be in a metallica tribute band
Still reading comics, been reading nothing up-to-date yet, waiting for my order from calamity to arrive *excited*
Oh man, last night i played stupid games.. at the moment i am the resident Harrow Cex champion of knuckles. my hands are sore and bruised
me and jack also invented a new game called slap knuckles...which is very confusing when you've had several pints in you :S
So all in all, I know it wont last forever, im enjoying life abit. All i need to do is hang out with some of my old friends and it will make it last longer... (I hope)
Peace and Love y'all
Honesty...
Posted on 2009.03.19 at 01:02Current Mood:
contemplative
Current Music: John Mayer - Stop This Train
Well I think i might have done it! Im finally up-to-date with afew series of comics. Mainly Wolverine XD
Over the past 2/3 weeks ive been really getting back into Marvel comics and reading a fuck load. its awesome, i feel like a comic book geek again
Oh man, i spent way too much on comics today.
Cable V3 - 1-12
X-Force V3 1 - 12
and afew random ones i cant be bothered to mention
Is anyone on my tiny Flist up-to-date with marvel comics atm?
Seriously Messiah complex was brilliant and im soo excited about Messiah War. If my suspicions are correct we may see a new age of apocalypse and the rebirth of the phoenix!
GAHH I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT THIS SHIT!
Off to calamity Tmrw XD
Also...John Mayer is the sexiest man alive. I want to be totall fan girl next time he plays in london.
I realised something quite upsetting afew days ago, i think ive worked out the reason for me being soo low lately. Ive been working soo much I haven't spent time with my friends. my social life is non-existent and all i do is work, when im not working im hanging out with someone from work talking about work - its totally taken over my life.
On monday I had a day off, and It was such a lovely day and I thought about who would be free that I could hang out with and I found nobody. Every single person I know I always have to plan soo soo much ahead that I put too much pressure on the meeting. I remember when having a chat and a coffee with someone was all i needed to have a decent time...now i have to do something, i dunno if im making sense anymore, just rambling alot right now...
ANYWAY...after discovering this i realised 2 things
1) I either need to get a new job or decide against going for the assisstant manager possition, its a bad thing for my CV but for the sake of my attitude towards everyone it will only kill me. Maybe the second point will make this one non existent.
2) I need to start hanging out with my mates alot more. I remember the days when me and mosey would see each other almost daily, no, its lucky if I see her in the next month.
Im Going to try really hard to organising hanging out less with work people and more with the people that made me who I am today. the people that quite frankly...ive turned my back on, burnt bridges and betrayed.
Of course they are my mates and would never think like that, but putting is simply...Ive failed you all.
I just hope in time, with the effort i add, we can maybe start again?
Over the past 2/3 weeks ive been really getting back into Marvel comics and reading a fuck load. its awesome, i feel like a comic book geek again
Oh man, i spent way too much on comics today.
Cable V3 - 1-12
X-Force V3 1 - 12
and afew random ones i cant be bothered to mention
Is anyone on my tiny Flist up-to-date with marvel comics atm?
Seriously Messiah complex was brilliant and im soo excited about Messiah War. If my suspicions are correct we may see a new age of apocalypse and the rebirth of the phoenix!
GAHH I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE ABOUT THIS SHIT!
Off to calamity Tmrw XD
Also...John Mayer is the sexiest man alive. I want to be totall fan girl next time he plays in london.
I realised something quite upsetting afew days ago, i think ive worked out the reason for me being soo low lately. Ive been working soo much I haven't spent time with my friends. my social life is non-existent and all i do is work, when im not working im hanging out with someone from work talking about work - its totally taken over my life.
On monday I had a day off, and It was such a lovely day and I thought about who would be free that I could hang out with and I found nobody. Every single person I know I always have to plan soo soo much ahead that I put too much pressure on the meeting. I remember when having a chat and a coffee with someone was all i needed to have a decent time...now i have to do something, i dunno if im making sense anymore, just rambling alot right now...
ANYWAY...after discovering this i realised 2 things
1) I either need to get a new job or decide against going for the assisstant manager possition, its a bad thing for my CV but for the sake of my attitude towards everyone it will only kill me. Maybe the second point will make this one non existent.
2) I need to start hanging out with my mates alot more. I remember the days when me and mosey would see each other almost daily, no, its lucky if I see her in the next month.
Im Going to try really hard to organising hanging out less with work people and more with the people that made me who I am today. the people that quite frankly...ive turned my back on, burnt bridges and betrayed.
Of course they are my mates and would never think like that, but putting is simply...Ive failed you all.
I just hope in time, with the effort i add, we can maybe start again?
Okay...thats weird.
I just randomly started crying....
And still am...
WTF!?
I just randomly started crying....
And still am...
WTF!?
Current Mood: accomplished
You know whats better than passing a 10??
Passing a fucking 11!!
Again...
That is all XD
Passing a fucking 11!!
Again...
That is all XD
Current Mood: accomplished
No one really gives a shit here but...
I PASSED A 10 XD!!
that is all :D
I PASSED A 10 XD!!
that is all :D
I have retarded mates.
Vi Caelestis }{ Singles awareness o'clock says:
I just had a sad realisation
Boring Paal says:
oh...
Vi Caelestis }{ Singles awareness o'clock says:
on average I jack off more than I do eat
Boring Paal says:
wtf?!
Boring Paal says:
why would you tell anyone that??
Vi Caelestis }{ Singles awareness o'clock says:
more times than I eat
Vi Caelestis }{ Singles awareness o'clock says:
I assumed it was common knowledge o_o
Boring Paal says:
im posting this in my LJ...
Vi Caelestis }{ Singles awareness o'clock says:
lol
Vi Caelestis }{ Singles awareness o'clock says:
my aproximate jack off count is 10,752 give or take in my life time
Vi Caelestis }{ Singles awareness o'clock says:
probably more give
Im not talking to this guy for awhile...WTF
Fucking Dreams!!!
Gah!
Im going to be pissed off all day now.
Gah!
Im going to be pissed off all day now.
Two things.
1 - If i carry on watching movies like that i am going to grow a giant vagina and eat chocolate ice cream till I die
2 - I wonder how long i can do this for. Wish me luck!
That is all folks
1 - If i carry on watching movies like that i am going to grow a giant vagina and eat chocolate ice cream till I die
2 - I wonder how long i can do this for. Wish me luck!
That is all folks
Hello all!
I am still alive.
Have been reading all your entries too ^^
Work is alright, stressful at time but im getting shit done and its a good distraction.people are getting used to my major mood swings and know to leave me alone when i dont talk to them and talk to me when i do. i dont understand my mood swings at the moment. it almost worrying.
Love, well its non-existant. there was a brief moment with some girl but she'sfucking someone else not interested in me.
Been playing alot of stepmania to pass the time and ive watched 7 and a half seasons of charmed in about a month.
That is all
EDIT : The Snow tonight is beautiful. I couldnt help but just stare at it for about an hour in complete fucking awe.
Also, it time to stop feeling sorry for myself.
I am still alive.
Have been reading all your entries too ^^
Work is alright, stressful at time but im getting shit done and its a good distraction.people are getting used to my major mood swings and know to leave me alone when i dont talk to them and talk to me when i do. i dont understand my mood swings at the moment. it almost worrying.
Love, well its non-existant. there was a brief moment with some girl but she's
Been playing alot of stepmania to pass the time and ive watched 7 and a half seasons of charmed in about a month.
That is all
EDIT : The Snow tonight is beautiful. I couldnt help but just stare at it for about an hour in complete fucking awe.
Also, it time to stop feeling sorry for myself.